Tired and semi depressed as my procrastinating usually leaves me. My paper is due in three days and its barly started. I'm still in a frame of just not caring very much.
I wonder more and more if this wasn't all just a big mistake. One of my friends was talking about leaving today and getting a job. It didn't sound like all that bad of an idea to me.
In a lot of ways I'm regreting not taking the 1 year academic leave of absence from pfizer instead of not doing that so I could work there as a consultant. I would seriously concider going back if I was.

I used to be very interested in science. I'm not so sure now. Its the same where ever I go. Nothing is how you think it will be. Maybe I'm just tired.

I should get back to the paper, for I'm not going back to the appt until I have 5 pages done.