Another tres exciting day of making media and spinning down cells. Ugh. I'm not so good with work that is slow, but time consuming. Its all a lot of 5-10 minuite steps, where there really isn't time to do anything inbetween each one and at the same time you aren't constantly busy. Also there is a lot of waiting in this lab, waiting for bugs to grow, waiting for them to make spores, waiting for all the cells to lyse. Its just a lot of dull.
I need to start doing something new as I seem to be overwhelmed by the big D lately. Its just a lot of sitting and thinking and pouting. I hate being like this. I need to get up and get busy and stay active, but not much seems to help. Its times like this that I begin to wonder, wonder how much time is left, time before I cease to be. I have a feeling this is how I will go. I'll just wake up one day and be unable to get up, unable to function, and after some time like that I'll just forget who I am and truly just be nothing.
I shouldn't think so much.
I need to start doing something new as I seem to be overwhelmed by the big D lately. Its just a lot of sitting and thinking and pouting. I hate being like this. I need to get up and get busy and stay active, but not much seems to help. Its times like this that I begin to wonder, wonder how much time is left, time before I cease to be. I have a feeling this is how I will go. I'll just wake up one day and be unable to get up, unable to function, and after some time like that I'll just forget who I am and truly just be nothing.
I shouldn't think so much.
1 Comments:
What about some pleasure reading while you're busy waiting for the pesky little buggers to do their thing? I haven't seen you mention any good books - just movies and games. :)
And crank up the stereo - they DO have one of those at least right? I mean no matter how old school, decrepit the lab is - they _gotta_ have tunes!!
*hugs* - Moi
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